Day 93

10:00 AM

                 "All that we are is the result of what we have thought..."


                                                                                          Buddha


All of it... The good and the bad... What you think is how you act, how you feel, how you react... You think, you are...

However, at the same time you are not what you think you are. You are not your thoughts... Your thoughts will shape up your reality, guide your life in this or that direction, but your are not those thoughts. One should not identify with the thoughts and the voices in the head. They don't have anything to do with real you.
If you have visions, if you are ready to jump and keep the positive thinking while you are wondering in the unknown world, you will have everything you want. There is nothing you can't have... Those positive thoughts will shape up everything for you, and paint the picture you have in your head. Success... Health... Love...
On the other side, if you are afraid, if negative thoughts dominate your head, they will shape you up as well, and paint the picture that you don't want. Failure... Suffering... Sickness...
In reality you are none of this... You are not success and you are not failure... Thoughts affect your life, they guide your life, but they don't touch you. Real you is always the same, real you is the ocean. Everything else is just the surface. When you really think about it, deeply think about it, if one can turn off the radio in the head for one minute, turn off the ego, turn of everything for just one minute, what would we be like...? Living in a million dollar house, or in a shelter...? Driving a Bentley or riding a bike...? Having family or not...? Being in love or not...? Would any of it really matter...?
It doesn't... You have it all, great... You have nothing, also great... Inner happiness...


2:00 PM

Great class today... 93rd class, and a breakthrough in one of the postures. It was more of a mental breakthrough than a physical one. Went to a place that I have never been before, and was able to relax in it...
93 classes in a row, mental breakthrough, great... 93 classes in a row, no improvement at all, great... Is there a difference...?


11:00 PM

A week left...