Day 58

10:00 AM

"I just don't want to argue. I don't want to suffer. I don't want to be unhappy..." Most of us talk and think like this. We have a clear picture of what we want and what we don't want. However, we still get all those things that we don't want...
Frequency... Frequency is the key. I talked about this before, but I should be talking about it every day. This is the most important understanding in life. You invite everything into your life, the good and the bad. For me, frequency is the corner stone of my life. Maybe even more important than the breath itself. Yes, you can't live without the breath, but what is life if you constantly live on the wrong frequency. You never really experience life in its true sense, a beautiful thing full of joy and happiness...
" I don't want to argue..." We say it, we think it, we send it to the universe... And the universe responds, every single time, no mistake. So why do we still argue..? The trick is how our thought gets transmitted to the universe. There is no "I Don't" in the universe. That part of the sentence is not transmitted. The only part that the universe hears is the second part, the actual object of the thought. The only thing that gets into the universe is "argue"... And the universe responds, every single time, no mistake. You get more "argue"...

2:00 PM

We tend to ask ourselves if that frequency thing really works. Most of us will say that it can't be just that simple. I have a strong, constant, clear vision and it will manifest in life... As long as I position myself into the right direction, and loose all doubt, my visions will come true... Can't be that simple.
It is... There is nothing complicated about the whole thing. If you don't believe in it from a positive side, you can look at it from the negative side, and see that it is absolutely true. If one talks about being sick and hurt all the time, he/she is sick all the time. If one saves money all the time, talks about not having enough money, she/he is always in financial troubles. If one doesn't want to argue, talks about it constantly, he/she will be drawn into arguments all the time...
It has to be like this, because when you think and talk in this manner, you are on negative frequency. You are living in the dark world, and the only thing you will get is more darkness. There is no light in the dark world. There is no room within yourself for the positive things. You are not ready to accept them, the doors and windows of your house are shut. Your house is full, no room the breathe...
Having a full house is not a bad thing. The only question is what do you fill it with. Instead of filling it with negative thoughts and actions, fill it with positive ones... Tune yourself to the higher frequency... Make a lighthouse...

11:00 PM

A good class in the middle of the battle. Felt like crap before the class, but had a really good practice. Two more days before my body "changes"... Number 58 down the drain...